crap

That title is an understatement I'm feeling like shit for 2 reasons
1. I'm actually really sick and I can barely see and much less breathe
2.  The girl that I'm pretty sure I love doesn't see it at least it feels like she doesn't see it but every time I look at any girl I only see her I think about her every night and I don't know if I could live without her she has done so much for me unlike most and I appreciate that but also who she is ,why I love her she is so uncommon its actually funny me and her are so much alike sad thing is I don't think she's ever gonna read this and know :( btw for all of you that read these and don't comment even when I ask for help and you don't(depite one person) ALL YOU PEOPLE SUCK!

help

Hello I need to talk so much is on my mind I have so many problems
1. Today my grandma asked me to come play bingo again which I like but she only seems to be proud of me when I win money I got good grades for the first semester and I didn't get one praise
2.the girl that I love doesn't see it cause she in love with someone who beats me out in every way and I don't think shell ever no but I can't bring my self to tell her because it will be awkward
3. My best friend is dating one of the girls I like and she doesn't know it I have told him multiple times but he doesn't care
3.one of my friend is doing something(or acting ) like she's doing something that tore my family apart and it brings back so many memories I just can't handle it I would love to talk to someone please if you can help me comment or kick me at bahzion I love helping others but now I am the one that needs help
Please I need help

me!

Hey blogger if your gonna read my posts and you do end up commenting on them I just want to say something first
No matter what you say it can't hurt me you may break me but you will never break my spirit and who I am I have probably been through more shit in fourteen years than most in 30
My life isn't perfect and I don't wish it was why because it made me who I am it molded me into what I can do and gave me strength I used to be bullied on my clothes I created a solution I have worn plain color t-shirts for the past two years
I may look weak and strange   and not that much but bring out my temper and you'll see who I really am
Don't judge me by my looks but instead judge me by my personality

Hey final blog for the night so tonight I had been debating on whether I should still be this one girls friend or not anyways turned out she dint want to be friends anymore but I want her back but between you me and everyone she's a bitch and I sometimes hated her but I need her even if she doesn't need me any suggestions would be great

hell

Well I just had the best night ever kidding I just had to walk 15 miles home from the mall cause my grandma forgot to pick me up and on top of that I was supposed to meet my friend there so we could hang out cause I haven't seen her in a few months and she stood me up now I'm on the roof does anybody have anything to comment anything to cheer me up?

goodnight

Well blogger I'm logging off for the night and I hope you send me some comments and id like topmost a quote
The one who you think about before you sleep is the one your heart belongs to-anonyms

when she doesnt know

I've been sitting one my roof crying for hours because the one mystery girl that I really like and I want to love but she's already in love with someone else it doesn't make me jealous like normal but it hurts and I really like her she's beautiful smart and amazing I see the best in her as she sees the best in everything else and I just don't know what to do she doesn't know how I feel
It seems like she drops hints that she does but I can never tell
Somebody anybody please comment and help :( please

mystery girl

Hey everyone I just came on here cause I'm just so happy I can't really say why because I don't really know all who reads this and say if somebody found out I would be screwed but someday I will be able to and lets just say that it does involve a girl and I really like her and I can't stop thinking about her everywhere I go I think of her but see she doesn't know I like her... at least I don't think she does but if she did god it would be awkward between us comment for any advice please

lizzy my best freind

Ok hey blogger so I've just got to tell you about this amazing girl
Her name is Lizzy and id say some really good things about her but she gonna read this and we'll have to see each other on Monday so ill just describe her
She's tall smart and a very good artist and poem writer and she is such a good friend she talks to me every night when she can
She is brave and she has been through so much that it is amazing how she turned out she is one of my best friends and I'm so glad I get to talk to someone as nice as her

Good moringn blogger I have decided to post once or twice a day or more depends I have already gotten up to 50 page views so thank you that means a lot and if you have anything you want to ask or need some advice feel free to comment

i am me

Hey everyone I'm a little confused right about now cause sometimes there are people who you like but you don't know if they like you back you know what I mean?
Yea life's a bitch when that happens
So anyways instead of just one girl or two no there has to be three the on problem is that one of them started dating my best friend and he knew I nliked her...
I'm just super depressed sometimes I don't know what to do but then I always find someone I like them then I get shot down and the cycle repeats damn I hope my whole life won't be like that

life as normal

Hello blogger I know I haven't been on here in a while but if you member me my name is Anthony and I just want to come on here to talk my mind out and express the feelings I have
If you want every once in a while ill post some advice and you can use it if your lucky I'm trying to get more page views in the future so thanks in advance